Turn right or turn left?

Since I came back to Taiwan, I started to think how to plan my summer schedule. Every time my schoolmates who major in German ask me when will I go to Germany, I cannot answer a certain timing.
Then my other friends and classmates ask me why not continue the master studying after graduation, they think they can get a good job if they have the master degree. Even my Mom asks me many times whether I prepare to study the master in this two years. My momther's friends also recommend me to study in the United States.
It made my heart struggles. Turn right is to United States to look something new. And turn left is what I look forward to. Originally I think I can arrange my schedule to visit as many Asian countries as I can in 3 years, then I will turn left to Europe and Arab countries.
Now the problem is more difficult. Since I knew a bunch of Japanese friends , they are the most enthusiastic Japanese I have ever seen, until now they every day tell me they miss me and hope we can meet again soon. Some also told me that they started to save money in order to come to Taiwan and see me again. This kind of behavior made me touched. I secretly decided to cancel plans for Singapore and Hong Kong in this year, in this way, I could have enough time to go to Japan and see them again. At the same time, I think if I go to Japan, I should join a study tour and stay there at least a month would be better. I still not tell my thought to my friends, they would think I am too emotional. They would think what if I spend the same budget, I should go to Germany.
So now I am like the stitch photo as above.