The crescent moon near Venus on May 16th

I had a lot of pressure these days, and the pace of life is too fast. That's why I didn't apdate my life's record. I thought this month the most amazing thing is that I saw the moon look like a smile with a dimple. This is really rare to see, I used to only read in textbook for crescent moon with other stars. It is too beautiful, but the only regret is that I did not have the single-lens digital camera to take the photo. I still need to learn photography. After that, I can use the single-lens digital camera to record my life. Of course, I have another reason, when I think of you I could take the pictures upon a star. I believe that stars will shine and guide a direction of home for you. Please forgive my greed, I hope the stars to convey my thoughts to you, in this way you will know that I miss you. What if one day our goal have completed, can we live in privacy? Then we also can stray in the world to help those who indeed. Now I still think the meaning of my existence. I thought my life is not to spend money only, it is the slave of money. I want to make my life worth the fare.

Then I would also like to put a Star Chart, I wish all my friends and family will be always with it on face.

On a diet

I am not in the mood in these days. There are many things in this month to make me upset. When I am busy, I hate people to bother me, for example, you keep talking to me but I haven't heard any of words. Anyway, I feel very irritable now. Maybe I should think a good way to change the mood. And then I finally decided to go on a diet. I think I every day eat big meals, it is not very good for my health. I think I will try to eat the hamburger with a lot of vegetables in subway restaurant. Also I will resume the bike day two days in a week. Otherwise, I am like a Tyrannosaurus because I cannot eat without meat every meal. Now I have a no idea for improving my speech skills. Everyday talking in English for 10 minutes? I don't know what to say. But I will not give up making my English reactions organizations as Chinese degree.

Ordinary is the well-being

This week I neeed to finish my speech outline, draft and powerpoint. Then I need to review my basic business textbook, I thought I got not very good score before, it meant I didn't understand something at all. I would like to take over this difficult task, because I would like to study accounting, economics, statistics, etc. Even now I dislike the teacher who teaches me basic business, he gave us very low points. He teaches in his actively way, but he test us for that thick English textbook. I cannot imagine that I got 75/100 and this is the highest point in the class. This subject made me hate, but when I heared this teacher told us that it can help us when we study aboard. It mean I would get not bad scores when I study aboard if I learned them well in Taiwan. For Taiwan's reputation, I think I should study hard now. I believe that all the efforts will pay off. I do not know that whether there are certificates to students because of outstanding academic results. If the Netherlands has this kind of system, I will not hesitate to collect it, haha.
Perhaps this is weird to westerns, but I have planed the life plans to 30-year-old. So far I have 1 year to graduate from the university, and I am also a half-social person. Since our president got the crazy policy, it made my part-time job's salary same as other social freshmen. But the bad news is that they need to work for 9 hours from Monday to Saturday. What a dumb policy! After graduating, I will keep learning what I lack of knowledges and abilities in Taiwan, for example, I think the art material is must; otherwise I cannot be safe out of Taiwan. Moreover, I will keep saving money, recently I got a new idea to transform the part-time job to add the hourly pay. Of course I need to visit some Asia countries to gain more information. Jast as the famous saying in Taiwan,"travel broadens our horizon much better than wide-reading." No later then 26 come to the Netherlands to study the Logistics Management first then Accounting and actuarial sciences. As possible as I can make full use of time, I think I would add to France to study agriculture and Administration, followed by study the engineering and telecommunications in Finland and learn about their education, finally a PhD study in Germany, so far I know I can learn philosophy in Ph.D in Germany's system, this is the great news for me. During that period, I want to visit Egypt, Iran, Syria and Russia. Maybe I will study the Vice Dr. in Russia, who knows? My wandering journey tie in the fate of Taiwan. I have a teacher who stays in America for 20 years before he returns to Taiwan, I hope I don't need to take 2 decades to break his record. My plan sounds crazy, but I think this is the life that I want to.

About my feeling now

I don't know how to describe my feeling now, happy? sad? helpless? However, I am not sure about my ture feeling. And I just have been thinking of a word, "We did not harm others, why others still cannot give us a break?" Everyday I switched the tv on and watched the news, U.S. economic weakness, Greece crisis and the EU fears crisis...then compared with our problems, I found it is easier to handle. But how? It is an important question. Even though they do not use force to threaten us, but they are unwilling to let us go. Last night there was a gril from there to ask me if they had strong economic and the quality of people equals Western, will Taiwan people like to be a part of them?
I wanted to ask her what should be considered rich from you. Now you have the half funding from us, but we haven't bankrupt because we had given that half funding. Whatever you thought how rich you do, you still can find the beggers and any crime rate in there. But we did 2 times for no beggers, no robbers and no thiefs here. In another way, if Taiwan people are willing to buy the land with money, and the money use for improving your poor's life, how about the deal? We give you money to help your real poor not for corrupt officials, and you let us go?

The above just are my nagging and a fantastic idea. I knew it could not be, therefore all I can do is to do another trades.
World Expo recently held there, and the theme song of the Taiwan Pavilion is "The heartbeat of Taiwan." When I saw the opening statement reads: "Make a wish!", I felt helpless. And I read the lyric for "Listen with all your heart to the Heartbeat of Taiwan", I just felt our heart almost stop beating with your threaten.

The JP exam result out

I got 95/100 in Japanese Midtern Exam result, I corrected all my errors. And now I am mourning my grade. I began to review the recent actions, I did not pre-studied Japanese textbook, it is my fault. So I think I should pre-studied the textbook on Tuesday and Sunday. In this way, I will get 100 in big exam agian. My Mom thinks that I don't need such a persistence in Japaness, but I will think of how hard I learned for Chinese. How much time and effort I have spent in Chinese, all same in Japanese and German. Soon I will also write a diary in Japanese and German to replace traditional Chinese. All I did just for proving a fact. Even though it sounds childish, I still insist to the last second.

A seller of vegetables

She is a seller of vegetables, so she is not very rich. And she is always low-key but donated all she can for the people who indeed. She is 61 now, never married, only has primary school education certificate, and she began to sell vegetables since she was 13. Her mother died because of illness, and she has 6 younger siblings, therefore she needed to work to keep her family. And then since at that time, not every one had the right to be sick, one of her brother was also died because of illness. In nearly half a century, she donated around $320,000 USD and adopt 3 children. And then she got the 8 of the hero ranking in The 2010 TIME 100. After Taiwan television reported the behavior of her, she refused media interviews with her, she did not want to be famous. Until recently even our president phoned to her and hoped her participate in the award for Time magazine. Much more report from here.

Even though this is a tip of the iceberg in Taiwan, our society has this kind Buddhist concept, I am still proud of her behavior. Her life is very ordinary, but her behavior is very great. She is one of my role models. I hope I can adopt more than 50 children in the future.

Banana Pier

I love to watch sea and listen to the voices from the sea. Moreover, I prefer to watch the ships than cars. Taiwan and Hong Kong has recently become very popular book which its name 1949. In 1949 a failured Chinese army left China and landed on Banana Pier (Kaohsiung Wharf). Every time I came to this pier, I will remember the history. History is an established fact which cannot be changed, but how about my future? Although I did a lot of preparation, but the future is unknown and there is uncertain at any time. I think I am still looking for my soul, perhaps at the same time I also create a more diverse myself. I recently learned the wedding way for muslim, I found it completely same with my thought which I blurted out the answer to my female friends many years ago. There are many boys to like to say to their girlfriend, if you love me then you should make love with me, so as to prove your love is ture. And I told my female friends, if your boyfriend said that to you, you must replied to him, it's fine, we needed to sign our marriage contract first, you have to marry me, as bride price I think that at least 1 million New Taiwan dowry. If you love me, you must be prepared for our future ready. I don't know weather my past several lives that I ever been to the Arab world and stayed in Taiwan.

Standing on this pier, I will think of many things, I also think of in the past bananas have been one of Taiwan's largest exports. I think I am still a child, but I will work hard to grow up to have more power, I believe one day I can use what I learned to help the land in transition industry.