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It's a midnight. I should go to sleep now in reason, yet I am wakefulness. Today I chatted with some people and had some personal feeling. First of all, I replied the message with a Finlander girl, and I found Finland's family has many children in average. Suddenly I made a self-examination for Taiwan's situation. Not long ago my class instructor had asked me how many children I would like to have, I still remember at that time I froze for a second and then replied none. Then he continued asking for 3 girls, they also replied the same answer. Finally, he said that our country has no prospective in the future. When I heard there are 5 children in my Finlander pal's family, and one of her classmate has 13 siblings, I could not believe it. So what if one day I want 4 daughters ( because I have 4 violins, I could give them each one to be dowry ), it would not be too many. But I don't want to be pregnant, therefore I need to pay more attention on alternative scheme. After all, I don't want to lead Taiwan no prospective. This is a dilemma to me.
Second, tonight I chatted with my schoolmate who is working in chine now. We talked about stock market and real estate. She has a positive toward her life, and she is older than me 3 year olds, that is why she usually gives me many suggestions in life. Mostly we exchanged the comment on viewpoints of investment and the information from different countries. Even though I don't want to limit myself in a frame of the future; in addition, I exclude the merchant as my profession from the bottom of my heart, I have thought of one day to be a patriotic merchant after I read an article "Please plant Taiwan in Africa." However, I am bad-tempered and irritable, so I need to play chess and learn something to be even-tempered.
Enterprise and family are both important, but I know I cannot eat the cake and have it. I have to make a decision or think a good way sooner or later.